A TICKING TIME BOMB
A ticking time bomb ready to explode
Feeling inside a massive overload
Full of emotions one can’t imagine
A ticking time bomb with no connection
Spending much time in constant reflection
Thinking things I never did imagine.
What to do in this situation
Run, hide, become invisible, with no recollection
A ticking time bomb ready to explode
Feeling inside a massive overload.
What is this mind-set that I experience?
Recalling thoughts of the time of renascence
Are they past life views of extraordinary happiness?
For in my mind they make no sense.
In my mind I see the pain that was caused
And the joy of a life that has unfortunately paused
Ready to burst I run and hide
For I want not, with more rejection, to collide.
And thus I am a ticking time bomb ready to explode
Feeling inside a massive overload
Confusion and wants I have inside
So now to gain the joy I seek
I must reach out and no longer hide
I must open my mouth, and to the world speak.
Yet what will come out of this mouth
That is ready to talk and get this out
Will this bomb go off in a blink of an eye?
When words are spoken to you from I
Afraid to let go of these feelings that I hold
For inside I am not that extravagantly bold
I am a ticking time bomb ready to explode
Holding inside a massive overload.
And at times I feel that I can not share
The judgment that I hold in here
For day to day I judge myself
Day to day I judge myself.
I am a ticking time bomb ready to explode
Holding inside a massive overload
A ticking time bomb ready to explode
I am a ticking time bomb ready to explode.
